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I'm alive

2012-02-04T05:50:00.000-08:00

Wow! I can't believe I haven't wrote on this blog for 18 months! I am still alive!
I did graduate and working partly at another job and as a register massage therapist. I really enjoy being a massage therapist and can not wait to have a full clientele.
I want to get back at writing more reguly. I was sad to hear that the poetry train was not going on anymore. But I guess that shouldn't stop me from writing.
I will try to pop on your blogs, since I have been negleting that too.
Have a good one, and enjoy the nice winter! And the snow for those you have some, like here!

Missing a friend...

2010-08-04T11:43:00.000-07:00

It drives me crazy that I miss my friend i had a crush on from karate. It's his birthday today. I wish I could wish it to his face. And I miss seeing around. he is gone in west to become a RCMP. I know I probably talk to you about him. We flirted sometimes, really wagely, but never did one of us did really make a move on the other.
The last time he was over in town, I've meet him while entering at work. During that evening, we did exhange a few texts. one from him was telling me to meet him. And then, a minute after, he said he was going to bed.
I think, someday, I just have the worse luck with guys.
And to make matters worse, one of my good friend, who is kind of naive, is not single anymore. The one that my best friend and I always make some teasing joke about her not making moves at all on guys. So I guess I'm the only one that is single now on my close circle of friend in town. Which is gonna suck. Being the 5th wheel. It did go with my Best Friend, I was use on her having or not having boyfriends. But I've never even seen this friend frankly flirting with a guy even when it was obvious that some were flirting with her.

..... Where am I?

2010-05-04T09:38:00.000-07:00

I'm halfway through my course. I really like massage therapy, but I'm to a point of my life when I don't know where I'm going.
I'm single. And for the first time in my life, it does hit me really hard. I'm wanting a boyfriend, that need of affection is almost always there. I need someone to take me in his arms.
And I'm not getting younger. Yes, I don't want to be pregnant when being in school, but I'm gonna be 28. I'm a bit scare of having kid, but i always want some.
And i have to think in December, am I staying here, or am I going back home...

A sad Valentine's day for me

2010-02-14T05:56:00.000-08:00

It usually doesn't border me being alone on Valentine's Day. It never did, since I rather be single than being in an unhappy relationship.
But today, I'm feeling really lonely.
A good friend of mine was suppose to come down for the weekend. Yes, there is a possibility of more with him. I was all excited, since, I would finally meet him, and I would have him with me on Valentine's day. On last Wednesday, he told me he was stuck at work, that his boss didn't really give him a choice of working for that certain part of the job.
So first of all, I didn't get him with me.
Then, I ask a guy that I have been seeing to come over on Saturday night, then again on Sunday, and he stood me up the two times.
Another friend of mine was supposed to come over to hang out. That friend felt asleep and stay over his place to watch the Olympic with his roomie.
My roomie wasn't at the appartment.
So I did pass all my Valentine's DAy alone. didn't see a living soul. All I wanted was either company or some cuddling and hugs.
I was watching a show, it wasn't that sad, and I did cry. That isn't really me...
Well, i have school tomorrow, I hope I feel better

Why do guys do that?

2009-10-13T05:57:00.000-07:00

I was cuddling with a guy I've been seeing two weekends ago. I've told him I was starting to have feeling for him. He told me he wanted to keep things simple, and he wouldn't want me to get hurt.

I don't tell me feeling easily. It took me two weeks to convice myself to say that to him. The weekend before, I was trying to say that to him, begin to be frustrated, not being able to say that I have feeling for him, that I've start having tears to my eyes. I needed to get out of his place. Be alone. There, on his porch, I've let the tears flow.

And then, when I finally say that to him, he comes with that respond. I'm just sure that he is afraid of being hurt again. I think he got hurt bad in the past, and have a hard time letting me in. He freaking acts like a boyfriend. I've told how he acts with me to my best friend, and she approve with me, she thinks he acts like a boyfriend! I wish I could hear clearly what he said when I've told him that. I think he said that he had feeling too. But he said it so low, that wasn't clear.

I need to confront him for real, but I'm afraid of his reaction.... Will see.

My life sucks bad right now!

2009-09-17T07:47:00.000-07:00

I wish I didn't like my course right now! BEcause I don't have a penny left to myself...I don't have full student loan, since I thought I would get unemployement, which I didn't have because they are asshole that won't give it to me since I already have a bachelor!

But I fucking like it the course. I even have a friend of mine telling that he didn't have a backpain from all week after I've massage him. I like the fact that I can help people feel better!

But all the stress from my money problem and from the exams are overwelming. I've cry a couple of time the last few weeks. This is hard for me. I'Ve never had a lot of money, but I was always able to pay my debt and have a bit of extra money.

Sometime, I just wish things wouldn't have to be so complicated in my life. Why, when I want to do something, there always have to be at least one thing making it hard for me!

Anyway, I guess I would just have to wipe my tears for now, go eat and study!

I have to try to be strong once again, even if inside, I'm broken....

3 more to go...then :)!

2009-09-15T09:57:00.000-07:00

I have three more exams to go! 3 more! I've done 5 the last 2 weeks, and still gonna have to study for three more days! And then, on Friday, you can bet you are gonna have a drunken me on your arms.
You know you have a lot to study, when, on a Friday night(last friday) you are studying. Yes, you read it right, I was studying last Friday! I have no life right now! I was this close last Friday to start drinking and studying!
3 Days! 3 Days! And I won't have to think or study for a week!
I'm wondering when do I start drinking on Friday! Would I be able to wait until supper time?
My exams are going well, except the one I had today! There was half of the question I wasn't sure at all! I hate the teacher! And a quarter of the question were on the group of muscles I just couldn't put in my head!

College...

2009-08-26T06:39:00.000-07:00

I'm almost done my first semester! It has been a crazy two months! A lot of studying, a lot of information and some interesting, but other are boring classes! Well, since I'm writing to you while in class, you have guess it, at this moment it's a boring class!
I have actually two weeks with no evaluation! But I don'T want to do the two examns'weeks! That is gonna be hectic! I might go crazy during those two weeks! But trust me! I'm gonna get drunk on that last Friday!
Just to let you know, I'm still alive, but super busy! I have only write a couple of entries for the Monday Poetry Train, even if I have many in bank, just didn't have time to put them in both language!
I'm missing all of you guys, but I just want to do well on this, so many studying hours...

It wasn't easy...

2009-07-11T01:38:00.000-07:00

Like two weeks ago, I woke up all happy, thinking that in two weeks, the guy I have been chatting with for the last 6 months will finally come to visit me. I had felt for him, something I said to myself I would never do, to fall in love with some one on line and think about a long distance relationship. He came home from work that day, with a bad new. They were changing company were he work, that would mean that he won't be getting his vacation. That meant he wouldn't come. I've left him that night, crying, but not letting him know how much I was dissapointed. I didn't want to make him more unhappy than he was at the moment. But I did really break my heart to know he wouldn't come. We did already try two or three times to meet before, and it never worked up. I could just can't take it no more. As much as I wanted to believe in what was there, I couldn't handle being hurt each time we were suppose to meet, and couldn't make it happen. And I couldn't handle not being able to touch him, or remember how being in his arms felt. About a week ago, I told him that I couldn't take it no more... That I still loved him, but the distance have had too much of a toll on me. I wouldn't have figure out it would have hurt that to break it to him, even if I knew we needed to move on each our way. While I was telling him that, I was crying, and I knew he was, since he was just answering by short answer. He help me opening my heart , reading me easily, charm me with his smile and blue eyes, make me fall in love while living 600 kms away from me...And I had to break his heart, which I never meant to do, especially while still loving him.
HE is on-line right now(I'm actually writing this on Friday). He would have been here with me probably at this moment. I would have been in his arm, feeling his love. But I'm here, crying, remembering how it hurts. Trying not to talk to him, since we have to move on...Find someone closer to us. But still hurts...

I'm still here!

2009-07-10T13:28:00.000-07:00

yes, I'm still alive. Been superbusy, a lot happening into my life.
I'Ve start college. A hectic week of studing, since we had an exam today(which end up to be actually a super easy one, I hope I got it almost all right). It's kind of hard going back to school after 4 years. It was a very stressfull week for me. I hope it would go better next week. But no more studying this weekend. My brain needs a break. A big one! Gonna get a little bit of sun in, I hope.
I'm moved into the appartment. I've been for about 2 weeks and half now. I'm alone at the moment, which is nice. I can live in my usual chaos with no one to worry about. But I would get a roomate in september. Her stuff is already here.
I'm trying to date, I've flirt with guys, but I don't seem to have any luck actually getting to meet them. So I'm still single.

Oh my GOD!

2009-05-19T20:03:00.000-07:00

I must have talk to you about one of my favorite french group, Les Respectables. I've seen them in concert. and I'm in shock right now! This is one of the song I like form them, but I've never seen this version, always hear it in french, and mix with another song. They don't even look like them in the video. I wonder if that was their first ever video. They didn't want Musique Plus to show, that might be just it!

Changes

2009-05-14T04:03:00.000-07:00

Most of you know that I have bachelors and that I'm only supplying with them. I've been a supply teacher for about 3 and half years. I've been trying to get a full time job during those years, but never could. i like that being a supply teaching always give you flexibility in your working schedule, but you never know how much days you would end up working in a week.
And then, there is the whole thing about teaching I did reconsider during the last year. Do I really saw myself being a teacher(that include that I someday would get a full time job) all my life? I like teaching itself, no doubt there. But I hate doing the discipline. People have critisize me for not having enough when I did every trick in the book. Do I want to do all the paper work that comes with it? No at all. I told myself, I'm only 26, don't see myself doing this all my life, even if I like working with kids and teaching itself, what else can I do?
You have to know that I've never been a big fan of only thinking about being one thing and being in only one box. I had a lot of thing I always wanted to do. I had to decide which one I wanted to do.
I like working with people, there was no doubt there. I wanted something more relaxing, teaching was too much stress, that was a reason I don't want to do it anymore. I'm always been a big fan of science, I consider them like my first love. I've always been fascinated with the mechanic of the human body. That is when I had the clue of what I could do.
A masseuse therapist!
Healing people without giving them any chemicals. I've assist to a course, well the second half of one, and already cannot wait to start. I'm starting in July, which sucks, because I won't have my summer off for the first time in my life. Still cannot wait! Not even two months left! But at the same time, I'm stress about it! That is gonna mean a lot of changes! but wish me luck!

Plenty of fish

2009-05-13T03:55:00.000-07:00

so all of you know I've been single for a while. And even if I'm outgoing for the rest, I'm still pretty shy for when it's time to ask a guy out. Most of my girl friends my age are single too. My best friend from university is. She wanted to join an on-line dating site, but didn't want to do it alone. She was like "Come on Jill, I don't want to join alone. Join with me" So that was like two months ago. So here I am, seeking to see if internet dating can work...

Another thing I hate

2009-04-12T08:53:00.001-07:00

So I was in MOncton on Friday. My best friend had to work, so I did have to think about something to do during the day. I said to myself, well, I'm in Moncton, I should go shop! Little did I forget that we were Good Friday, and the stores were close. There was a reason why I could go down there during the week. Only thing that was open was the Chapters! And you all know it is dangerous for me to go there! Why didn't I go home? Well I had a date.
So around 3, I was tired of wondering around(I already did go eat diner with a friend) so I decide to call the guy I had a date with.
You all know that I do picture people from their personnallity and imagine the voice too. Well this guy is a mix Acadian and Phillipino. I've seen his pic before, so that I didn't have to imagine. But I did picture him having one of those hyper voice (he is like 5 foot 7-9 and big fan of snowboard and surfing). When he did answer, I was like "insert his name?" He does have a really low voice. We talk about where and when we would go see the movie, and decide to go grab a drink before. And he did mention having to go see his daughter(which he never mention during the month we have talk online). So I go back to my friend's place ( I wasn't suppose to, but I had to wait).
So me and my friend talk...Her dog doesn't like me at all(pets do alway like me! I don't understand) 7:30 pass, he haven't calll... I leave at 9, to go to the parking of the theater, still no answer from him. I WAS PISS! I did stay that late to see him, and he didn't even border to show up. And he was the one telling me that he did really want to see me.
He talk to me on-line last night. Saying how sorry he was. He had to watch over his daughter longer than he expected. He said he was gonna make it up to me by coming down here...
Will see if he keeps up his words, this time... And when!

Dr. Pepper: I'm really addicted!

2009-03-17T17:31:00.000-07:00

I knew it was my secret little addiction! But this bad? no!
I thought I didn't have any Dr.Pepper left in the fridge. I say, why the hell, I better go check. There is was, a single can of Dr.Pepper, hidding behind my energy drinks. I opening and while I go back to my room, I take a drink! It taste fucking good! It has been almost 2 weeks since I drank some! Delightfull! I have to do something about it! But I just don't care! It's not like I drink much, I only permit myself one a day, if I drink some!
I cannot be perfect, afterall, I need a little addiction!

Hiatus...

2009-03-16T19:20:00.000-07:00

I know I haven't been aroung lately!
There is a lot, even if there isn't really nothing going on right now, change into my life!
For once, I'm going back to school! Yes, i have decide that I won't be happy continuing being a teacher, especially a substitute teacher! i hate that i don't have a normal schedule and I still have to be on call.
Since that course is not near my parents'place, I would have to move out from here! I cannot wait! Damn, I miss having a place of my own!
That means I have a lot on my mind lately, trying to figure it all out, trying to see how I'm gonna buy the stuff that I need to have my place on my own!
I will try to keep you posted!

:)

2009-03-04T18:25:00.000-08:00

Me so proud! You might know that I'm a watcher of America next Top Model. And some of you know I'm kinda of short, standing at only 5 foot 3.
And waht do I see on the premiere of cycle 12? Cycle 13 is gonna be for girl 5 foot 7 and under! A short girl like me would finally have a shot at being a Top Model! Just have to told you!

Which one of those have you seen? #7

2008-12-29T06:08:00.000-08:00

() High Tension
(x) Club Dread
(x ) Hulk
(x) Dawn Of the Dead
(x) Hook
(x) Chronicle Of Narnia The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
(x) 28 days later
() Orgazmo
() Phantasm
(x)Waterworld
Total so far: 164

(x) Kill Bill vol 1
() Kill Bill vol 2
(x) Mortal Kombat
() Wolf Creek
(x ) Kingdom of Heaven
( x) the Hills Have Eyes
( ) I Spit on Your Grave aka the Day of the Woman
( ) The Last House on the Left
() Re-Animator
() Army of Darkness
Total so far: 168

(x) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
() Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
() Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
(x) Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
(x) Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
(x) Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
( ) Ewoks Caravan Of Courage
( ) Ewoks The Battle For Endor
Total so far: 172

(x) The Matrix
(x) The Matrix Reloaded
(x) The Matrix Revolutions
() Animatrix
() Evil Dead
() Evil Dead 2
() Team America: World Police
(x) Red Dragon
(x)Silence of the Lambs
(x)Hannibal
Total so far: 178

So on this list of 239movies, I have watch 178...that is a lot! That is why I hate going renting a movie with someone else then my family when it,s not new release...And yes, I do watch manymovies...

Which one of those have you seen? #6

2008-12-28T06:07:00.000-08:00

(x) Swimfan
()Miracle on 34th street
(x) Old School
(x) The Notebook
()K-Pax
( x) Krippendorf's Tribe
(x) A Walk to Remember
( ) Ice Castles
(x) Boogeyman
(x) The 40-year-old-virgin
Total so far: 141

(x) Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring
(x) Lord of the Rings The Two Towers
(x) Lord of the Rings Return Of the King
( x) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
( x) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
( x) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
Total so far: 147

() Baseketball
(x) Hostel
( ) Waiting for Guffman
(x) House of 1000 Corpses
() Devils Rejects
(x) Elf
(x) Highlander
(x) Mothman Prophecies
() American History X
() Three
Total so far: 152

( ) The Jacket
() Kung Fu Hustle
( x) Shaolin Soccer
(x) Night Watch
(x)Monsters Inc.
(x)Titanic
()Monty Python and the Holy Grail
() Shaun Of the Dead
( x) Willard
Total so far: 157

Which one of those have you seen? #5

2008-12-27T06:05:00.000-08:00

(x) Independence Day
() Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
(x) Darkness Falls
(x) Christine
(x) ET
(x) Children of the Corn
(x) My Bosses Daughter
(x) Maid in Manhattan
(x) War of the Worlds
(x) Rush Hour
(x) Rush Hour 2
Total so far: 106

( ) Best Bet
(x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x) She's All That
(x) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
(x) Mars Attacks
(x ) Event Horizon
(x) Ever After
(x)Wizard of Oz
(x) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
(x) The Terminator
(x) The Terminator 2
(x) The Terminator 3

total so far: 117

(x) X-Men
(x) X2
(x) X-3
(x) Spider-Man
(x) Spider-Man 2
(x) Sky High
(x) Jeepers Creepers
(x) Jeepers Creepers 2
( )Catch Me If You Can
(x) The Little Mermaid
(x) Freaky Friday
(x) Reign of Fire
(x) The Skulls
(x) Cruel Intentions
(x) Cruel Intentions 2
(x) The Hot Chick
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2
Total so far: 134

Which one of those have you seen? #4

2008-12-26T05:55:00.000-08:00

(x) The Day After Tomorrow
() Child's Play
(x) Seed of Chucky
(x) Bride of Chucky
(x) Ten Things I Hate About You
(x) Just Married
(x) Gothika
(x) Nightmare on Elm Street
(x) Sixteen Candles
(x) Remember the Titans
() Coach Carter
(x ) The Grudge
(x) The Grudge 2
(x) The Mask
( x) Son Of The Mask
Total so far:85

(x)Bad Boys
(x) Bad Boys 2
(x) Joy Ride
(x) Lucky Number Sleven
() Ocean's Eleven
() Ocean's Twelve
(x) Bourne Identity
(x) Bourne Supremecy
( ) Lone Star
(x) Bedazzled
(x) Predator I
() Predator II
(x) The Fog
(x) Ice Age
(x) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
( ) Curious George
Total so far: 96

Merry Christmas!

2008-12-25T05:55:00.000-08:00

I hope all of you have been able to see friends and family on this day...Have a smile, good food and good compagny!
Merry Christmas!
And for those who don't celebrate Christmas, I know it is not on the same date , but happy Hannukak, Kanza or whatever you are celebrating during the Holidays!

Which one of those have you seen? #3

2008-12-24T05:53:00.000-08:00

(x) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
(x) Universal Soldier
(x) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(x) Along Came Polly
(x) Deep Impact
(x) KingPin
(x) Never Been Kissed
(x) Meet The Parents
(x) Meet the Fockers
(x) Eight Crazy Nights
(x) Joe Dirt
(x ) KING KONG
Total so far: 54

(x) A Cinderella Story
() The Terminal
(x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
() Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
(x) Dumber & Dumberer
(x) Final Destination
(x) Final Destination 2
(x) Final Destination 3
(x) Halloween
(x) The Ring
(x) The Ring 2
() Surviving X-MAS
(x) Flubber
Total so far: 65

(x) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
(x) Practical Magic
()Chicago
(x)Ghost Ship
(x) From Hell
(x) Hellboy
(x) Secret Window
(x) I Am Sam
() The Whole Nine Yards
() The Whole Ten Yards
Total so far: 72

Which one of those have you seen? #2

2008-12-23T05:52:00.000-08:00

(x) Scream
(x) Scream 2
(x) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x)Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
(x) Scary Movie 4
(x) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
(x)American Wedding
(x) American Pie Band Camp
Total so far: 26

() Harry Potter 1
() Harry Potter 2
() Harry Potter 3
() Harry Potter 4
(x) Resident Evil 1
(x) Resident Evil 2
(x) The Wedding Singer
(x) Little Black Book
(x) The Village
(x) Lilo & Stitch
Total so far: 32

(x) Finding Nemo
() Finding Neverland
(x) Signs
(x) The Grinch
(x) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(x) Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
(x) White Chicks
(x) Butterfly Effect
(x) 13 Going on 30
(x ) I, Robot
(x)Robots
Total so far: 42

Which one of those have you seen? #1

2008-12-22T05:48:00.000-08:00

So over the next few days, I'm gonna post part of this quiz...
Which one of those have you seen?

SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 85 films, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. There are 239 films on this list. Copy this list mail, go to your own Facebook account, paste this as a note. Then, put x's next to the films you've seen, add them up, change the header adding your number, and click post at the bottom.
Have fun!

( )Rocky Horror Picture Show
(x) Grease
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
( )Boondock Saints
(x) Fight Club
(x) Starsky and Hutch
(x) Neverending Story
() Blazing Saddles
( ) Airplane
Total: 6

(x)The Princess Bride
() AnchorMan
() Napoleon Dynamite
(x) Labyrinth
(x) Saw
(x) Saw II
(x) White Noise
( ) White Oleander
(x) Anger Management
(x) 50 First Dates
(x) The Princess Diaries
(x) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
Total so far: 15

Thursday Thirteen # 68

2008-12-12T11:11:00.000-08:00

Thirteen Things about Jill

13 things I want for Christmas this year

1. Veronica Mars Seasons 1 , 2 ,3

2. Katy Perry Cd

3. Lady Gaga cd

4. Bo(The bamboo stick for karate)

5. Short stick(i don't know what are the real name for these, but it's for karate)

6. Mp3 fm car transmitter

7. Winter boot(Which I know I'm getting...)

8.A new car

9. Wii

10. A boyfriend

11. A plasma tv

12.A stationary bike

13. What do you want?

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I want it!

2008-11-16T06:31:00.000-08:00

I want that top! I went window shopping with a friend, and That blouse has one of the loveliess back I ever seen! But I was broke! Hopefully I could get it on-line when I get my next pay or the next time I go in the Ricki's!

Harsh world...

2008-11-09T17:17:00.000-08:00

For a shy person!
Don't get me wrong, I'm a very outgoing person, but like I've told you before, when it comes to affair of the heart, I'm one of the shyest person I know! It takes all my courage to ask a guy out.
And to make it worst, what if I'm never alone with the guy I found attractive? Not making stuff more easy!
But I seem to have guy attention this weekend...Maybe not for the good reason, doh!
Change my picture on msn, and boom, some guys I haven't talk to for a while come and talk to me!
Why does affair of the heart are so complicated!

Hi

2008-11-02T18:16:00.000-08:00

I have to start writting back here! I've been busy with work.
And something new has happen. I did start teaching karate on Tuesday at my anciant High School. I was disapointed that I only had 4 students. We did demonstration on the school, and we had like 80 persons that did show up. And we only have 4 students, with none new! I will see what happen. We will not even run square for the gym at that amoung of person...I'm gonna teach my first real one this Tuesday, since master sensei was there on last one...Hopefully it will work well...

I got myself a cell, finally...

2008-10-10T04:02:00.000-07:00

About a week and half, two weeks ago, I finnaly bought a cell phone . I do a lot of travel by myself and on road that doesn't have house along their side, and often during the night(even if by now, it's night like at 7:30:( ).
So you can stop worrying about me when I travel...I can be join pretty much everywhere....
My number is 1-50....Like I'm gonna give it up on here...:P

Not him

2008-09-27T14:56:00.001-07:00

On Monday, I went to karate , like usual...I know I might have talk you about K, but he is a smiling guy...And I do like guys with great smile. I've never seen K like he was on Monday...He was behind me when we line up. During the first strech that made me look behind me, I've notice that he looks tired. He was the one that did help me with the strech agains the wall...He usually laugh at me, because I've an hard time streching me(I'm 5 foot3, he is 6 foot2...There is just so high a girl my height raise his leg), he did not on Monday. During the break, not once did he even smile... I ask him what was wrong, he said that he did run 4k the day before...But it must be something more, we are kind of use at the physical pain...I've worry about him... Someone told me what it must be, and I feel sorry about the poor guy.
ok, ok, it helps that I find him attractive and like his smile... And he was really not K that night

I'm alive

2008-09-10T18:37:00.000-07:00

I'm still alive! Going back to the routine of working and karate. I haven't felt this stiff for so long since I was doing handball! I don't have time to be bored too much...Three pratices of karate a week, working and watching all the shows I watch take a lot of time...I will try to post more frequently when I get back into the routine...

Getting my ass back on track!

2008-08-30T04:25:00.000-07:00

So, did I did some exercice this summer? Pretty much done nothing. I didn't have the will-power to do some in my house, and with all the rain we had, I didn't do some bike.
Now, I'm starting karate on Tuesday, and I'm not in shape, stregth wise or cardio wise. I'm starting with the toughest sansei physically. So since last Sunday, I'm trying to kick my ass into working out again. I've been doing half go this week, but a week wouldn't be enough to get me on track... But it is better than going out back being completely out of shape! I will tell you more how it when and I'm feeling on Tuesday or Wednesday!
Wish me luck.

Thursday Thirteen # 67

2008-08-14T16:48:00.000-07:00

Thirteen Things about Jill

13 reasons why I didn't blog much lately!

1. I've been feeling too lazy to write

2. I was relaxing

3. There was 20 peoples in the house, instead of the usual 4

4. I went to the pool twice with the visitors

5. Nothing interesting happening...

6. I was watching too much tv, again!

7. I've been listening to a lot of music lately!

8. Did some window shopping...I don't have much money lately!

9. I don't have any inspiration

10. Been looking to the rain falling...We finnaly have a rainless day today!

11. Going to my cousin marriage and the after party the day after

12. Doing some barbecue(when it's not raining!)

13. Trying to catch some sleep!

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I'm not here right now

2008-08-06T15:45:00.001-07:00

Cell or not to cell

2008-08-03T11:55:00.000-07:00

I don't have a cell phone. The only way you can reach me is the phone at my parents' place. But lately, I,ve been thinking about buying a cell phone. I don't really believe in the idea of a cell phone, but here is the reason.(Some of you might ask why I don't believe in them it's because I've seen so much kid having one and cannot even manage it, and I don't like being disturbe when out of the house!)
But here is why:
-My job is an on-call thing. They do call me when someone is sick, have an appointment or has some course(don't remember the real term). I usually get call during the evening. And like most of you know, I'm during karate 3 times a week during that time. And it is usualy the time that they call for work. That would be usefull to them to reach me everywhere(and maybe more$$$$ in my bank account!)
-I do travel a lot by myself, sometimes at night, sometimes on big distance. I'm 26, 5foot3 and 160 pounds. Pretty much anything can happen to me! If my car breaks(it's an 1999 after all), I cannot reach anyone. And even if I'm use to it by now, my gas gage doesn't work well!
So what do you think? So should I get one or not?

My favorite outfit

2008-08-02T17:30:00.000-07:00

Some of you have been asking for a picture of me... I've not been here much lately, so I will put one.

This is my favorite outfit of the moment! I've been wanting to get one of those for a while and I had a real hard time finding one that fit well and with the right shirt undersneath the vest!

I wanted to take a better pic, since I don't really like it, but my battery die on me!

Slip-and-slide

2008-07-30T07:32:00.000-07:00

I've nerver have a slip-and-slide when I was a child. Never when to a friend that had one out. So my sister bought one for her daughters.
So on Saturday, they took it out. I've ask the kid if they wanted me to go play with them! They said yes. I've wait my turn(Got to show the example after all), and I did go for my first time. I have to mention that it was slitly downhill.
I've start to run and when i did arrive at the end, where there is a kind of reservoir, I didn't really stop(it said children age between 3 and 12 after all on it). I was lucky, I only scratch a little bit my side. It is good, because there is no mark right now.

2008-07-25T18:45:00.000-07:00

I might be doom to being single! Why you may ask? Well, I tend to fall for men that are taking lately.
And the fact that my niece said that she didn't wanted me to have a boyfriend. I can have baby, but no BF!
Don't have much more time to write something, this is a 15 minutes before I go to bed!I'm tired and don't have energy left to write more!

No silence time!

2008-07-22T19:14:00.000-07:00

My sister is up for the week. She someone that when something borther, she will scream, not only express her opinion! So I will not get to much peace with her.
Than, in two weeks, we gonna have some relatives(maybe up to 10 persons) that are going to sleep here, or camp on our lawn.
I'm not really use not being just my dad, my mom and me.
It is gonna be hard hectic, with not me time for the next three weeks. Wish I could just relax and enjoye a book right now!
I'm tired, so I'm off to bed!

One year later

2008-07-18T18:12:00.000-07:00

So an year ago, when I realise that the scale just have shown 180 it was an eyeopener for me. I'm only 5foot 3. There is heart and diabetes problem in my family. 180 pounds was way too much for me.
So my cousin talk to me about a site, that was free. I say to myself why not try it since it's her dieticians that propose the site.
Last year
Weight:180
Breast:37.5
Arms:12.25
Hips:43
Waist:32
Thigh:23.25
Now:
Weight:160
Breast:36.75
Arms:12.5
Hips:41
Waist:31
Thigh:22.25

So I've drop 20 pounds and lost about 4 inches. I've done so by eating healthier and working out. It might not be much for some, but the only time I've gain some weight back was during the Holidays, and it was only like 3 pounds. They have a lot of recipes too that are making it easier to follow with the healhy eating.
So for me, sparkpeople is not a dieting site, but an healty living one. I hope that i would be able to keep it up through my life and that I could help the people surrounding me do as so too. I still have an extra 20 pounds to loose to be to my healthy weight according to the site.
(and if you are intersted to join, let me know, because it gives me extra point!)

Tursday Thirteen # 66

2008-07-17T01:23:00.000-07:00

Thirteen Things about Jill13 bathing suits I like. I do like bathing suit a lot, even if I only go to the beach for like a maximum of 3 times a summer now, but I could by one like each month of the summer if I didn't control myself!

These next come from Victoria Secret

1. This one is one of those that let you tan through the fabric! You better put some lotion before putting it!

2.3.4.5.6.7.8.

9.
10.This one is beautiful, but the price is ridiculous! It comes from the site http://www.swimwearboutique.com/index.html as for the next two. 11. 12.

13. I will find a last one
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yup

2008-07-14T08:11:00.000-07:00

A quarter of a century felt better than this! My parents weren't here this morning, so I could sleep a whole 11 hours! That is a good gift! I felt all stiff waking up. I think it is because I sleep with my arms under my head, and being in that position for eleven straigh hours migh cause some soarness.
Today doesn't fell like I'm turning 26. It might be because I've been eating some cake since friday! And did go out on Saturday, even if there was nobody at the club we went, and that we left at 12:15 to go to a pub!

Bufallo

2008-07-13T07:55:00.000-07:00

So yesterday, I went to a new restaurant with a couple of my friends. Since we don't get together often(we live two hours drive apart), we try to choose a new place each time. So I was going through the menu and saw a couple of interesting dish. There was a wrap and an bufallo burger. I've said to another friend that I would like to try some. I 've said to myself Why not trying it today?
SO the waitress was Is it your first time eating bufallo? It is leaner than beef, cooking it well-done might make it dry. I still say well-done, because of the thought of having bloody meat disgust me, and I like lean meat, so it didn't matter to me.
It is good. There is not that grease taste that stick to your mouth like after eating some other kind of meat. Now I would like to try some steak, so I could really see the difference(it was bbq on my burger, so couldn't taste it fully).

Before the Big Brother 10 season starts!

2008-07-12T10:40:00.000-07:00

I've just checked out the participant of Big Brother 10. There is not much guys this season! But they are pretty boys! Exept the 75 years old one! That is pretty old to get in this kind of competition!
And I feel like the twist , this season, might be a financial one! Half of the competiters are from somekind of financial background!

Don't you hate it!

2008-07-11T05:12:00.000-07:00

This morning, I wanted to have an english muffin for diner. So I was about to check the bag I just bought on monday. Every single one of them has gone bad. They were green all over, aND OF THE look of them, might be for a day or two(sorry if you are eating at the moment!) I had one left from an older bag, but that one was bad too.
And I was wanting that english muffin after I ate breakfast. And I knew that wathever I would have eat, I would still be wanting that english muffin and won't be as satisfy as if I had it.
Don't you hate it when this happen?

Tursday Thirteen # 65

2008-07-09T17:59:00.000-07:00

Thirteen Things about Jill
13 beach I've seen

1. Mavillette, NS

2. Church-Point, NS

3. L'Île-au-foin, Néguac, NB

4. Middle Island, Miramichi, NB

5. L'Île de Caraquet, Caraquet, NB

6. Les dunes de Boutouche, Boutouche, NB

7. Kelly's beach, Kouchibouguac Parck, NB

8. Factorie à Bastien, Tracadie Beach, NB

9. Val-Comeau, NB

10. Parlee Beach, Shediac, NB

11. Hopewell Rock, Hopewell, NB

12. Miscou, NB

13.Sunny Corner, NB...It is not really a beach, because it's a river, but I was short of one!

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Answer please!

2008-07-09T09:22:00.000-07:00

I never understood why some of you, men, flirt with other women, when you are in a relationship? you say you are in love with the woman, but will say to another that she is beautiful or that you enjoye her body.
Some of you will even go as far as saying that you will be interested into something else than just a friendship with that woman that is not your girlfriend or wive?
And lady, why do they do it? Or if you do the same thing with men, why?

Give

2008-07-08T07:02:00.000-07:00

SO yesterday, I went to rent a movie and I saw at the store than there was a blood bank where you could make blood donation from 5 to 8 the same day just around my place. It was 6. I've always wanted to give blood, but there is not much place that takes some around here and they are not done frequently! So everything went well, I could give my blood, but when I was about to get off the bed, I felt dizzy. They say it happen often, for first time giver, due to the stress of the unknown. And they ask me if I ate well that day(yesterday), and I didn't had supper(even if I had breakfast and dinner), that probably didn't help the dizzyness.
I'm gonna try it once more. Since the team there is great, I know what I have to do the next time I would give some back: drink a lot of fluid, have big meals before the donation, and try to eat an hour before the actual donation.
I will see what happen next time I give, because it is something that I find important and that not a whole lot of people do, and that most of us will actually need blood someday. Hope everything goes alright next time I will give some.

Lasenza strikes back

2008-07-06T16:15:00.000-07:00

Since a girl can never have too much lingerie, and that I love lingerie, here is some of the stuff from my favorite store...What i hate, when I go to the site, is that we don't have all that there is on the site in there! And I want to try it.

I don't know who said it, to prove that I love lingerie, is that someone in my family said that my future boyfriend gonna be happy about that fact!

this one impress me! That could make me wear some serious cleavage, even if the bra itself is not that pretty!

This could be the perfect bra for every summer top! And is more sexy than the one above!

This is another intersting shape bra! it would probably look great with a square front top!

LaSenza has the greatest sport bra! There sexy and I think they have the best support!

And I do like too, their DReamLeg series! It seems to be great stocking!

Tursday Thirteen # 64

2008-07-03T10:24:00.000-07:00

Thirteen Things about Jill

13 books i want to read this summer!

1. Eragon by Christopher Paolini... do you know he was only 15 when he start writting it?

2. Dead Again by Lisa Andel

3. Demon hunting by Lisa Andel

4. Cette chanson que je n'oublierai jamais(I heard that son before) by Mary Higgins Clarks...which I'm reading now

5. La famille De Beers -Willow(The DeBeers family-Willow) by Virginia C. Andrews... which I'm done reading on Monday

6 and 7. Amos Daragon vol.1 and 2

8. Mes amis, mes amours by Marc Lévy...sorry, don't have the traslation, because french is the language in which Marc Lévy write. He is the writter of Just like heaven in which Reese Whiterspoon act in.

9. La reine liberté- L'empire des ténèbres by Christian Jacq...Same as above for language. If you like Egyptian history, this author does a good job in putting it in a novel. I read the whole serie about the Valley of the Kings artisans and adore it!

10. The ladies'lending Library by Janice Kulyk Keefer...I won this novel through Susan contest last summer

11. The line painter by Claire Cameron...Same as above

12.Helpless by Barbara Gowdy...same as above

13. Bollywood confidential by Sonia Singh

I don't know if i would be able to read them all, but I will try my best!

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Why does this happen?

2008-07-01T16:56:00.000-07:00

So I don't remember if I talk to you about one of the guy that does karate with me that is a little bit younger than me. K has a really great smile, and i find him attractive! We've been vaguely flirting during classes, but nothing way obvious, because we are always surrounded by other persons.
So, a day last week, I was on my Facebook account, and he was on-line too. So i start teasing him, because he wasn't there for the last classes of this year, asking him if he was hidding. We talk a couple of minutes, when he ask me if I like partying, because him and a couple of friends when to a local dance club. And did i wanted to go with them. i wanted to go because it is my favorite club, and K seems to be my kind of guy. But they were going out on Saturday, and it was my nephew baptism on that day, so I told him no, and the reason.
And to make it worst? We only go out for supper after the ceremony! I knew it on Thursday or Friday that we wouldn't do much, but I was not able to reach him...
I hate it when this kind of stuff happen! I'm starting to think that I have the worst of luck with guy lately!

Lame Pick-up line 2!

2008-06-30T06:40:00.001-07:00

But this one is funny, at least!
dont thank me but your parents because They made you so HOOOOOT

Lame Pick-up line!

2008-06-29T10:30:00.001-07:00

I've got the ship, you've got the harbor...what say we tie up for the night?

Scare

2008-06-28T07:15:00.000-07:00

As some of you know, one of my nieces has cystic fibrosis.
That means that twice or three times a day, she has to stop what she is doing, and do 30 minutes to an hour of physio and clapping. She has to take pills(enzyme) for pretty much anything she eats.
That means that she have to stop being a child for that time...Even if she is doing great, being in shape and energitic and all, she still hate that she have to stop doing stuff, like playing to do her physio. It have mature up too much for a child. She would say to you that she needs her pills to eat, or even refuse to eat some stuff, because she doesn't want to take them!
As much as I love her, and the fact that I always wanted children, I'm afraid that when I would get pregnant, my child might have it too(not like I'm gonna pregnant anytime soon)! She does live a pretty normal life, but I hate it to see her put a pause on her life. She is not even 6, and she has to sometime act like an adult...
And even if the life esparancy is going up each year with the new medication on market, it is still only 39 for now. I might see her or my future children die... That, I don't want to at all.
I know that a DNA profiling test to find out if i have the gene that cause it will clear my mind of it, but I'm afraid to take it. If I actually have it? Would I be afraid to have kid all the rest of my life because of that?

Cycling!

2008-06-25T16:36:00.000-07:00

I haven't post the post telling you that I miss riding my bicycle this winter...But now that the good weather is back, I'm enjoying it again! When it's not raining!
It is a really a good exercice and way to relax. I just put my mp3 player on, have a bottle of fresh water on my bicyle rack and just peddle for 20 minutes. I'm in my own world during that time. It's only me, the wind on my face and the sun...

Center Stage

2008-06-23T00:01:00.000-07:00

So this is a scene from center stage. I love this movie, and have the dvd! It is one of the ballet scene I really enjoy, but then, it is a mix of classic and modern dance!

Stupid

2008-06-21T03:54:00.000-07:00

So could somebody tell me who was the first person to put the paper towel dispenser right over the toilet? Yes, it might not border you much, guys, but for me a woman, yes it does! What more annoying to sit, or got to sit and it is wet! Is just water or is it urine? they could have chose to put the dispenser right over the sink! Come on! Why over the toilet?

The Tudors

2008-06-16T12:04:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, i finaly remember to watch The Tudors! It plays in french on Radio-Canada(the french version of CBC) during this summer. I wanted to watch it but since it plays on Sunday at 10, I tend to forget it!

And was I proud to watch it! It has an handsome cast! Great body, beautiful mouth and beautiful eyes!

And yes, the show is great too!

So here for my eye candy pleasure and you girls, and yours too, my male readers, here some pictures from the show!

2008-06-08T19:23:00.000-07:00

My grandma past away on Friday morning.
I've been ok since now, because I had a week to accept the fact that she was probably going to die. I didn't really cry for that reason, but it's probably the fact that I didn't want her to suffer. But tomorrow is probably when the sadness is going to change into cry because it is the ceremony.
I still will try to post a poem tomorrow morning, before going back to the funeral home, because I have a couple of poem written, but not translate for the Poetry Train!

Thirsday Thirteen #62

2008-06-05T04:48:00.000-07:00

Thirteen Things about Jill
13 dvds I want to buy
1. Veronica Mars, seasons 1, 2 and 3
2. The Chronicle of Riddick, compilation of the 3 movies
3. Saw 1, 2 and 4
4. Bones, season 1, 2 and 3(I think those are the one out!)
5. American Pie's Beta House
6. Equilibrium( This one is difficult to get, and impossible in a french version!)
7. Buffy, seasons 2 to 7
8. Angel, the complete collection
9. Popular, the complete collection
10. Nighmare on Elm Street 1, 2, 3 , 5 and 6
11. The fast and furious:Tokyo Drift(the only one missing from my collection)
12. Rome, season 1 and 2 ( I've just seen today that it was down to 55$ at Wal-Mart!! I'm seriously thinking about buying the first season!)
13.

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Tokio hotel - Monsoon

2008-06-03T15:56:00.000-07:00

Ok, I just realise that the main singer is actually a woman! I think, anyway! But if it is really one, she has a really low voice! I need to check! Or is it a man?(I just have look to another video!)
What I hate is that it is the original german video with the english lyrics! Big case of lips moving and no lyrics!

Why I was not blogging lately

2008-06-02T14:29:00.000-07:00

Sorry I haven't been blogging a lot lately! I have been down with cold and allergy(I think I have hay fever:( ) My tummy hurt right now, and it is probably from coughing!
And, on Saturday, my grandma was rush to the hospital. Her kidney has stop working properly. And since she is 92, and had had a pacemaker in the last year, she is not strong enough to have dialysis. And with my cold, I cannot go visit her at the hospital. The tought that I might not be able to say my goodbye makes me sad. I was not able to say my goodbye to my aunt a couple of years away because I was in university, and I still find it hard.
My parents went to see her today, and I could not go because I needed to go see my doctor.
Anyway, I'm off to karate. Hopefully it would change my mind, and I would let you know if anything happen.

A quotation

2008-05-24T13:15:00.000-07:00

So here is a quotation of Jet Li on his official site(for the full thing, go see at http://www.jetli.com/jet/index.php?l=en&s=spirit&ss=questions&p=x&date=020620) :

"Do I think that an understanding by all people that there is one divine
creative source for all religious truths would bring about a global end to
conflict? No, I don't. It is impossible. If there was absolutely no conflict
then this universe would no longer exist as we know it. The universe is
dependent upon conflict -- it requires it -- on every level from the sub-atomic
to the social or psychological to the forces that maintain balance in each
galaxy and beyond."

This has made me taught, do we need conflict in our life, and in our world, to exist? How may of us have said that if we could have one thing in the world is peace everywhere?
On second thought, even if it would be great, i don't think that every person on earth could get along! 6 billions of humans working hands in hands? Not gonna happen!
And if there would not be war, or other conflict, some people would find themselve useless! I think that some of us will loose their energy and passion because they would be no reason of fighting for anything....
What do you think about that quotation? Feedback, please!

Thursday thirteen # 62

2008-05-22T05:17:00.000-07:00

Thirteen Things about Jill13 tattoo that I like(I'm still thinking about doing another one, but still searching for the right one!)

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Alive - edwin

2008-05-19T16:24:00.000-07:00

So I've been searching for this song for awhile, and other songs from his album, and they are quite impossible to find! I've finaly found this one, but cannot find the others But this one is still my favorite, like the melody and the lyrics!

Off my ass!

2008-05-17T18:01:00.000-07:00

I'm really bored lately! So what do you do when you are bored and don't know what to do? Today, I have found a way: exercicing! Taking care of you body is a great way to kill time. It is a good way to clear you mind. Add up some music, and you have some instant relatation for me. With music , I'm into my own world...nothing else seems to borther... Breathing, moving and the air... What else can I ask for...
Oh yes! Wait! A hot personnal trainer! Or a sexy buddy to train with! Damn would I be motivate then! If only for the eye candy it would be a reason to get me off my ass!
What work to get you off your ass and working out?

Finger Eleven - First time

2008-05-16T05:19:00.000-07:00

The song is stuck in my head!

One of those thought poping into my heead!

2008-05-12T04:29:00.000-07:00

I have talk to some about the fact that I have sometime some random thing that poped into my mind...It is kind of something like the pop-up of Ally McBeal. Well, here is one...
So I'm driving back home in my car, last week, with the music on, as usaul when I'm alone...Then this idea come into my mind out of the blue:"Wouldn't it would be cool to do some strip sparring?"
For the one not familiar with the term sparring, it is the fighting(controlled) that we have in martial art.
Don't get me wrong, I have the most respect for my sport! I think it is the one I respect more, and I did pratice many through out my life... But when you have a tall guy in front of you, with large shoulders and that has a good smile(which I'm a sucker for), I just can't help it to have those kind of tought come into my mind, even if I'm trying to only thing about my moves!
It was him that I had in mind when that thought came into my mind! And wouldn't mind doing it with a couple of other men that were or are into my club...
Some of you are in to be my ginea pig?

Ok!

2008-05-11T02:09:00.000-07:00

i wonder why I really want to go to this mechanic... And after all, I really need to change my tires!

Don't you hate it!

2008-05-10T16:30:00.000-07:00

So you all know that I do some karate. So there is that guys at karate, that would once in every blue moon, give me hint that he is attracted to me. Like on Tuesday, I forgot my waterbottle in the gym(our dojo) and only realise it when I had done changing. So I went to check there, I couldn't found it. I had some high hells, and they do make some noise. So he hear me from the changing room(the men changing room has a entry, with no door, leading to the gym). He ask me if it was me taht had forget her bottle. I said yes. He went to get it and give it to me. As i was walking out, he said to me to "stop making some noise". I told him, joking, "do you have a problem with it?"He said to me:"No, with them and those jean is have a great ass."
And what is wrong with that you should ask? He has a girlfriend(I don't know if they married). He might not be the cutest guy, but he is super nice and I'm kind of attracted to him... And I hate it when he does that. He is in a freaking serious relationship! I hate when men does that kind of stuff! It does rub my ego in the good way, but then, I know he is not free, and I'm not confortable even considering that kind of thing!

Finger Eleven-I'll keep your memory vague

2008-05-09T05:09:00.000-07:00

This is the song I have in my head at this moment, thank to my students!

The 4 things meme

2008-05-04T07:44:00.000-07:00

Julia over at Mind over matters tagged me for this one.
4 Jobs I've Had:

1. Teaching/substitute teacher... What I am doing right now
2.Archeologist ...The best job I ever had! My boss was the coolest, the guy that worked with me and I were working great togheter. i was out all day, no stress, finding some cool stuff...
3. Camp Moniter/Animater ... It was great money, but exhausting
4. Babysitter ...As a lot of you did

4 Movies Watched Over and Over:
1. A knight's tales ... I watch this one like 20 times, at least, and I'm still considering to buy the dvd
2. Centerstage ... I have the dvd, i just love the movie
3. Romeo must die... I think I'm gonna watch again this afternoon, and I watch it a couple of time before
4. Ultraviollette...I bought the dvd last week, I just love the story and really like Mila Sovonich(I know I know, I wrote her last name wrong:P)

4 Places I Have Lived:

1.Here in New-Brunswick
2. Darmouth, NS ...For a job for about 3months. But i didn't like it, and miss my nieces a lot
3. Pointe-de-l'Église, NS ... For 4 and half years for university...Those were the days, even if there is not much to do there!
4. Bathurst, NB ...For a praticum

4 Places I Have Been:
1.Ottawa, Ontario ... I want to the Terry Fox Center and through a school trip
2. Montréal, Québec ... As part as the same school trip than for Ottawa, and a couple of times beside that one
3. Moncton, New-Brunswick ...Shopping, friends, clubs, zoo, Crystal Palace, the only thing I haven't visited there is Magic Mountain.
4. Fredericton, New-Brunswick ... A little bit of shopping and to see my provincial parlement

4 Favorite Things to Eat:
1. Chocolate
2. Licorish
3.Rasberries
4.Popcorn

4 Places I Would Rather Be:
1. In Moncton... Where most of my friends are, and where there is actually real club!
2. Somewhere warm and tropical...Did I mention I cannot wait for summer, and that I am a summer girl?
3. Paris...The Effeil Tower and the Louvre...That could give me a lot of inspiration for my other blog!
4. Rome ... For somebody with a history interest like me( I have a minor in history) this is the place par excellence.

4 Things I Look Forward To This year:
1. My cousin's wedding...Just another reason to see my family and relatives
2. Passing my brown belt...I would only be two belts aways from obtaining my black belt! Damn, time has pass quick!
3.Summer...enough with this weather!
4.Christmas...I always enjoye seeing the kid during the holiday season...And would be the first of my nephew!

tagging I will go, tagging I will go...

1. REH(I'M cheating I know he has already done it!)
2.?
3.?
4.? Somebody want to take those place?Even if you have already done it, you can!

Here goes my reputation

2008-04-28T19:58:00.000-07:00

I know that it has been a while since I've talk about karate on here!There hasn't been much improvement on my behalf except one of my stance got way better.
I don't know if I told it to you before, but I'm almost the roughest women in my club. I have the reputation of having strong kicks and not backing up enough.
My sansei and me are always teasing each other...Picking on each other...So last Monday(or the Thursday before that) I said to him, in a joke: "Me and my friend against you". He said : "NO problem". He is really good, even if we are two, we actually cannot get him . He gave me a couple of harsh blocks, but the other woman is not as rough as me, so he said to himself, "I'm gonna go more soft on them". So I was actually able to get into his defense, which I found weird.I was able to get him two or three times.
Before I continue, I have to say to you one thing, since I know that it is so hard to get into his defense, I don't really control my strengh when sparring against him. He usually blocks every single hit that I throw on him.
So since he didn't want to hurt one of us, he did got smoother. One of the hit I was able to get through to him was on the ribcage. Sansei wasn't there on Thursday, i said to myself, it must be that it is snowing. So tonight, while we wait between the adult class and the children one, sansei told me to approch. Another man had a smile on his face. Sansei told me:"You know when we went sparring last pratice I was there?"
-Hum, hum
-You know you kick me?
-Yes, maybe
-You broke/chipped one of my ribs.
-REally?
-Yes!
-I'm sorry...
And you can see during the warm-up than the poor man was in pain...
So here goes my reputation of being rough...It ain't gonna help me...

Soho Dolls- Right and right again

2008-04-25T12:24:00.000-07:00

I just found out about this group on Lakota's blog... I really felt in love with their music!!Kind of addictive for me!

Thursday Thirteen #61

2008-04-24T15:01:00.000-07:00

Thirteen Things about Jill

13 reasons why I wasn't blogging a lot lately(I'm gonna tried to do better in the next day!)

1.My sister had her baby.

2. I've been passing some time with my handsome nephew!

3.Been shopping a lot

4. Bought a new computer(Finaly!)

5.Getting use to the new computer

6. Been working a lot

7. Been not feeling like writting

8. Having most of my idea for my poetry blog

9.Trying to catch up on my series I watch

10. Not being home(see above)

11.Not sleeping enough

12. Watching the snow disapear

13.Trying to keep out of the mud

Tokio Hotel

2008-04-10T19:35:00.000-07:00

Lately, I've been liking this song and the video, but I don't get much time in from on music station, so here is a treat for you and me! Hope you enjoye!

Thursday Thirteen # 60

2008-04-09T19:17:00.000-07:00

Thirteen Things about Jill

13 signs that spring is coming or is here

1. You see robins out...I've just seen some this afternoon

2. Snow is melting...Not fast enough for me! But it is!

3. Mud starting to show up everywhere... It is a pain in the ass to decide which shoes to put on! Did I say to you before I hate mud?

4. Dairy Bar start to open up again... I've been craving some soft ice cream for like two weeks even I've already when this year!

5. Kids start playing in water... HOw many time do we have to tell them not to go into it during recess?!?!

6. It start being warmer, usually over 0 degree Celcius!... Counting the day when I can put my winter coat away!

7. Shorter pants and skirts are starting to be wear...Still not hot enough for me to put my capris!

8. Thank tops are starting to be wear...This is my way to call summer!

9. More hour of daylight...Youppi!

10. Flower are trying to put out...Cannot wait for my bulbs gladolis to bloom again, they were incredible last year!

11. It's maple season...which has been late this year, I think the maple tree might still be giving some

12. You start to hear birds sing again...I've hear them a few time last week...

13. Summer clothes are out in the stores...I hope I can go shop very soon! I need some clothes bad!! Especially some pants! I don't have enough good one anymore!!!

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My kind of tuck!

2008-03-22T15:41:00.000-07:00

I use to watch Nip/Tuck back when it first started! And I love it...Julian McMahon who plays Christian is a man that I totaly find handsome!
I started to watch it again when the new episodes started after the writers'strike. I realise that I have miss it! I really like all the sujects they brings up that could be found not politicaly correct for a lot of people!

The shower behind the bed in Christian's old appartement was amazing...(Yes it help that Julian was in there...)

And the episode I just watch have Julian naked...Do I have to tell you more about what came through my mind...

Now if I can remember to watch it on Friday!

Thursday Thirteen # 59

2008-03-13T18:17:00.000-07:00

Thirteen Things about Jill

13 french/english translation

So if your place is like mine, you had enough of winter this year! Snow is pilling up on the ground, and we have more to come! I want it to be summer! Right now!

1.Snow/Neige

2. Snowflake/Flocon de neige

3. Shovelling(Haven't you done your share this year?)/Pelleter

4. Igloo/Igloo

5.Ice/Glace

6. Sliding/Gliser

7. Skating/Patiner

8.Snowball / Boule de neige

9.Icicle/Glaçon

10.Snowstorm/Tempête de neige

11.Your tongue on a pole/ Ta langue collée sur un poteau

12.Falling on your ass over ther ice/ Tomber sur le derrière sur la glace

13.Freezing Rain/ Pluie verglaçante

Want some?

2008-03-08T07:10:00.000-08:00

Even if during the last two days I was not feeling like eating, the rest of the week I've been looking for sweet like crazy! Was there some sweet here? Yes, there was candy, but that was not what I wanted, I wanted a sugary dessert!
So this morning/afternoon, I would be cooking some sweet! I would be doing some lemon pies(probably two, but without meringues) . I gonna tried to make a lemon cheesecake and with the egg white left from the eggs use for the lemon filling, I would probably tried to do some meringues cookies!

Feeling like a vampire

2008-03-07T07:01:00.000-08:00

Well, I've not been feeling much like eating yesterday and today! I'm usually hungry half of the day. Why am I not when I'm usually almost always hungry that I don't feel like eating?
I've got another wisedom tooth remove!(I didn't know that I was wise, but it is okay, I guess!) And since they didn't put me stiches this time...my gum are open, and still bleeding... I have that taste of blood in my mouth(the reason why I,m not hungry!). So this how it must feel to be a vampire and feed on blood! But I want to eat real food! It's a little bit better tonigh, but still there and the gum is sensitive!

That is an awfull lot of corn!

2008-03-06T18:36:00.000-08:00

Last Thursday, I was watching a show on ethanol as fuel(the show was Enquête on Radio-Canada, the french version of CBC). we were talking about the different ways to make ethanol. The one most frenquently use in Canada is to make it with corn.We get the ethanol by probably making the corn fermentated. We then mix it with normal fuel in different pourcentage.
But what chock me was what a fill-up of a car(I really said a car) with ethanol(at probably 85%) was equal to. I don't remember what was the superficy of the field needed for the fill-up, but the amount of corn use could feed me, calories wise, for a year! One fill-up could feed a person for a year! that means that what a car consume within a year could feed 50 persons into the same year!

And during the test to found out the effeciency of the ethanol versus ordinary fuel, from fossil, the ethanol(that they had to get in Ontario to have a percentage of 85%) was less efficient that the fossil base fuel! The distance run with a fill up on a close course with new car was shorter with the ethanol! I would have like them to talk about green house gas emmision during the show! With all those bad sides told during the show, would it be worth it environnementaly wise?

In Brazil, they are making sone ethanol with sugar cane. That process has a greater yield that the method using corn. And with the cane fiber(cellulose), they can make some of the energy needed to have the ethanol by fermentation enough to feed the central, but sell a little bit more of the extra energy.

So what do you think? Is ethanol a good alternative to fossil base fuel?

Jeudi passé, je regardais une émission parlant de l'Éthanol comme carburant(l'émission Enquête sur Radio-Canada). On y parlais des différentes manières dont on pouvait faire l'éthanol. Celle utilisée au Canada est à base de maïs. On tire probablement l,éthanol à partir de la fermentation du maïs. On le mélange généralement à l'essence ordinaire dans des pourcentages variés.
Mais ce qui m'a plus choquée, c'est ce à quoi équivalait un plein d'essence d'une voiture(j'ai bien dit une voiture!) avec de l'éthanol(probablement à 85%). Je ne me rappelle plus de la superficie que couvrait le maïs nécessaire, mais le maïs utilisé pourrait me nourrit, au point de vue besoin callorifique, pour une année. Un seul plein pourrait nourrir une personne pendant un an! Ce qui veut dire que ce qu'une auto consomme pendant un an pourrait nourrir environ 50 personnes pendant cette même année!
De plus, pendant le test de l'efficacité de l'éthanol par rapport à l'essence faite à partir de carburant fossiles, l'éthanol(que l'on a du aller chercher en Ontario pour obtenir un à 85%) était moins efficace que l'essence à base de pétrole! La distance parcourue avec un plein d'essence sur une piste fermée avec des voitures neuves était moins grande sur la voiture utilisant l'éthanol!
J'aurais aimé qu'ils parlent aussi du point de vue émission de gaz à effet de serre! Est-ce que tout ça, malgré les nombreux désavantages décrits pendant le reportage, vaut la peine au point de vue environnement!
Au Brésil, on fait aussi de l'éthanol à partir de la canne à sucre! Ce procédé apporte un meilleur rendement que la méthode utilisée avec le maïs. De plus, avec la fibre(cellulose) de la canne, on peut produire de l'énergie(nécessaire à faire l,ethanol par fermentation) suffisament pour alimenter la centrale, mais aussi pour vendre un peu de l'électricité produite en surplus.
qu'est-ce que voue en pensez? Est-ce que l'éthanol est une bonne alternative à l'essence à partir de carburants fossiles?

Thursday Thirteen # 58

2008-03-06T13:25:00.000-08:00

Thirteen Things about Jill

13 reasons why I want to change this computer, or I'm searching in a new one!
This computer
1. It takes me like 10 minutes from when I,ve put the power on before I can do anything with it!

2. I'm having an hard time oppening internet windows after I've log-in!

3. It's a pain in the ass using Power Point and Word...So slow to load and than it is slow to have the window while I search for other stuff.

4.My cd-burner doesn't work anymore.

5. My dvd-rom and cd player only works one in a while

6. The computer will shut down, or restart, at least once a day!

7. Do you think I'm doing a good think of searching for a new one? Or is there something I can do to make this one work proprerly?

What I want in the new one(and help me to know what to look for everything that I want, because I'm just familiar with the software thing!) . And I think I'm gonna look at Dell for it. Are they any good?

8. I want a laptop

9. I need something that permit me to do a lot of stuff at the same time and have a lot of windows open.

10.I know I need a lot of hard drive, because I have a lot of big document with Power Point for work

11. I've been wondering if it is different to have a glossy screen or a mate one? The mate one should be one that don't reflect light...

12.Is the webcam on laptop any good? Are they worth it?

13. What about the bluetoot, the router, the wireless routier? What are they good for?

Thanks dor the help!

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Thursday Thirteen # 57

2008-02-28T04:54:00.000-08:00

Thirteen Things about Jill
13 places where I'll go if I could during the March Break

1.Florida...the child in me always wants to go visit Disney World. And the adult in me need the sun

2. Cancun, Mexico...The sun, the beach and the hot weather, what one could ask more for a distraction of the winter we had this year?

3.Québec...Visit my relatives up in that province, including one of my goddaughter

4. Halifax...My niece did had to go back to IWK due to a fluid built-up on her lungs, due to the wrong peniciline for someone with her disease. One of my friend just had a baby. And there is another living there, I didn't saw either of them in 2 years! And I could meet Julia at the same time!

5.California, probably LA...Shopping, Sun and beach, sounds good... And I would want a big spending budget to go with that!

6.New Orleans...There is something about that town that had always attract me since I've learn about it.

7.Paris...I would probably gain like 5 pounds during a trip to Paris trying all the bread and bakery specialty from this town. But maybe it wouldn't be enough of one week, because they say it almost takes one week just to visit all of Louvre exposition.

8. Rome...The architecture of this city has been the background of so much history classes, for somebody with an history interest, it would be like having history brought back to life!

9.London...Just to hear the british accent would be great. More seriously, I would visit Buckingham Palace, Big Ben, that big Ferris well, and probably the London tower(isn't it suppose to be haunted?)

10. Australia...I always wanted to visit the Great Reef barier, the Sidney Opera and this would be a good place to learn to surf...

11.Hawaii...Just talking about place to surf, this would be another place it would be good to learn how to surf. And since we don't have anything close to a volcano here in the East of Canada, I would probably go visit the one on the Islands...

12.Tokyo... This one would probably make me mad after like 3 days because of all the people and traffic, but I would still want to visit it!

13. Egypt...With someone one with an archeologic interest like me, visiting all those search sites, event with that vivid heat would be all worth it!

Big Brother Spoiler!

2008-02-26T18:43:00.001-08:00

Ok, I'm presently watching Big Brother!
I really like this season. To start the new twist, working as couple, voting as couple, as really change the playing dynamic!If someone does something mean to another, you have two peoples in your faces to respond back.
And there is just two players that got taken to the hospital. Not one, but two. Just a couple of minutes away. One suffer an allergic reaction, and while this one was treated by a nurse, another one had an hypoglycimic black out. What were the ood(Damn slop, PB&J was way better!)

The song of my birthday

2008-02-17T16:50:00.000-08:00

So this is something I saw on REH blog(he say it's not a meme, hum hum!)
I will post the site where you could find it. This was the song that was the #1 hit the day I was born. Enjoy!
So http://www.thisdayinmusic.com/member/birthdayno1.php is where you need to go....

Yum, somr Dr. Pepper

2008-02-14T17:40:00.000-08:00

To start I couldn't post today without wishing all of you an happy Valentine's day!
I'm feeling drunk!!Heve I drank today? No, I haven't drank alcohol since like 2 Sundays ago! Why am I feeling like this, then, you might ask! 3 doubles chocolate muffins! (And not these are not special muffins! I've made them myself, exept being dryer than usual, there are just plain, yummy muffins!) And I had 3 chocolates before these muffins! And why do this happen? I'm might be allergic to chocolate(or I've been told so when I was 10!)
Do I fucking care? No! I adore chocoalte, and this is one cheap buzz, and I have no headache the day after!!
But what suck in all this? Well, except the fact that I'm single on Valentine's day? I feel like going out! Going to the club, drinking, kissing some stranger...And eating some wings!!
But would I go? No! First the road are not the best today(freezing rain during the night yesterday!). Then I don't have single friends that are around my age still living at my place! And thirdly, i won't go alone, because I feel like I would look like a looser! And it is not fun being alone at a bar...I go to club to dance, and I don't see myself going dancing with random group of people(and since there is not a lot of you guys dancing, I probably won't be able to dance with some random cute men!)
And I'm still puttin more caffeine in my body, enjoying a well deserve bottle of Dr.Pepper!! I need to buy a case tomorrow...I'm really addicted to it!!

Thursday Thirteen # 56

2008-02-14T14:01:00.000-08:00

Thirteen Things about Jill

13 french/english translations around the love/Valentine's Day topic

1.Love/Amour

2. Roses/Roses

3. Chocolate/Chocolat

4. Candle/Chandelle ou bougie

5.Sexual intercourse/ Relation sexuelle

6. Passion/Passion

7. Kiss/ Baiser

8. Soulmate/ Âme soeur

9.Card/ Carte

10. Lingery/ Lingerie

11.Lover/Amoureux

12.Feather/Plume

13.Massage oil/Huile de massage

Thursday Thirteen #55 - The world of bloggers!

2008-02-07T14:40:00.000-08:00

Thirteen Things about Jill

I have said that it would be interesting to write a book that talk about the world through the bloggers eyes, so here is the TT that comes with it!

1.Julia, from Julia-Mind over matter
.... She is the one that lives the closest to me, just 4 hours away. Her artistic side really intrigue me, and she could show me Halifax (I have live there, but did visit a thing! And only for two month!)

2.3. and 4. These 3 one are all from Toronto:

Haley from Cheaty Monkey
... We always jole around about our different tastes in men, and she seems like a bubbly person, I would want to see if she is like that in real person!

Tanya fromTanya Espanya
... She has an intersing way to seeing the world, but then, I would have as much time to see her somewhere else, because she seems to travel a lot!

Dale from Passion of the Dale
... Dale and me have a kind of love/hate relationship...We argue alot, do you think it would be the same in real live...

5. Rhet (he doesn't have a blog anymore, not even sure if he is alive anymore!)... He is either in Ontario or in Shanghai(I think). Is a doctor with a funny way of seeing the world! Might be interesting seeing him. Probably wanted to see him in Shanghai, I would have already been in Ontario!

6. Rhian from From my mind to yours
...Since I've realise like last week that Augusta was in Maine(Right Rhian?) It is problably not more than like 6 hours away, it wouldn't be that long of a ride! And just to meet her and see her painting in real, it would be great!

7. Applegallak from Applegallak
... Probably nobody of you know him, but he is the guy that got me into poetry(I've never was into it before, but he made me like it, really like it, for the first time) He lives in France in a little place called . And the guy own me a coffee that I would actually enjoy!

8. Laurence from BeeHappy Laurence
... Another blogger from France. She hhas that kind of meme on Sunday that is a Riddle and everyone has a change to quest!

9. Iron Pugilist from The road to madness... My little Aussie boxing friend! With visiting Australia, I could see that guy, and try to put selfesteem to what seems to be a great guy!

10. Roscoe James from A Roscoe REader...In live in Mexico...Do I need to give you a reason why I want to go there?

11. REH from Mad man ramble....I always wanted to visit Sweden, but I will do it only in summer, because I have enough of the cold here in Canada! And I need to make REH intersted in other women than The One!

12. Susan from West of Mars
....Where does Susan live? I could visit her Riverview, when meeting her. I have Toronto in mind at first for her hometown, but then, I think she live in USA... Help me Susan!

13. Y fromLost in Yland... I have to admit, I want to meet her because I want to try one of the delicious dish she is always cooking, and I have a bonus, she live in Alaska(but this is probably another place I want to visit during the summer)

Lazy me!

2008-02-04T13:59:00.000-08:00

Sorry I haven't been around the last two week!
I've come down with a cold, and I was already feeling lazy, lately, so I'm worse with it!!
I've been gaming a lot, trying to finish Final Fantasy X.
And between work and karate, I don't have much time, and I feel like going to sleep at 10!
I'll tried to post more this week...

So what do you think?

2008-01-26T17:22:00.000-08:00

So I'm watching Miss America. This year they make it a real deal to bring the pageant to the 21st century!
But what is you typical, model, modern woman? And what about the modern man?
The role of a person has change so much during the last 100 years. And my reality might not be the same as you, as we don't live all in the same country and in the same situation!
So, please respond in a comment(including the country you presently live in) and I will post it here in a couple of day(probably wednesday!) with what you said and a link to your site!

Me sad!

2008-01-22T16:52:00.000-08:00

One of my friend just broke a bad new to me! Heath Leadger was found dead this afternoon!!It is suspected that he die from an overdose(I didn't even knew he took drugs!! I've never hear that on the news!)

He was one of the actor my age that I found the most handsome!

And I'm the person that watch A Knight's Tale like 50 times!!

Healty Living tip By Christie

2008-01-19T17:24:00.000-08:00

#58

Do the temptations at work have you eating more often and less healty options? Bring pre-portioned package of cookies or crackers so you can pass by the kitchen but still enjoy those tasty treats in without feeling guilty.
Are we suppose to feel guilty?? But this one doesn't apply for me, because I eat better at work than when I'm here at home, because I do my lunchbox every morning!

No 58
À votre travail, êtes-vous tenté de manger plus abondamment ou des repas moins bons pour la santé? Apportez des portions préétudiées de biscuits ou de craquelins, de sortes que vous pourrez faire un détour par la cuisine et encore profitr de vos petits goûters sans être bourré de remords.
Est-ce que l'on est supposé avoir des remords? Celui-ci ne s'applique pas pour moi, car je pense manger mieux quand je travaille par rapport à ce que je mange à la maison, car je fais ma boîte à dîner chaque matin!

Tips: 11,16,53,58, 60, 95

Birth month traits Meme

2008-01-18T18:05:00.000-08:00

So Julia tag me with this one. She is the only fellow Maritimer blogger that I know! (Sorry Julia that I took so much time doing this one, I had a hard time finding the comment for each trait!). She has a great way to showing her world with a way to translate her feeling that is wonderfull!

So who do I tag??
1. Lakota Princess from Lakota Princess Diary. Since I like so much to piss off Lakota, and it is fun to see the way she respond!
2. REH From Mad man ramble. To see if REH is not only a mad man!
3.DRB From dating really blows
4..Trevor From West of Mars. Since Susan like this kind of stuff, but I want her to descrive our favorite badboy!
5..Rhian From My mind to yours. To see if Rhian is still alive!
6..YFrom Lost in Yland. Because I haven't hear from her in a while!
7..Ann From Fracture Fraction. She is a frequent reader from my other blog, and I like to know her better...
8.Lisa From Andel. I've been missing Lisa since she has taking more time to write(I understand why she needed to do that, but she was a lot of fun!), so I'm sure all of her reader would like this one!
9. .Roscoe James From A roscoe James reader. Another one that have been absent from the blogosphere, I'm checking on him this way!
10. 11. and 12. If you are reading this, well count yourself tagged!! I don't know a lot of blogger that didn't did this one!

On to the meme:

1. Mention the person who tagged you and create a link back to them.
2. Copy-paste the traits for all the twelve months (see below).
3. Pick your month of birth (see below).
4. Highlight the traits that apply to you.
5. Tag 12 people and let them know by visiting their blogs and leaving a comment for them.
6. Let the person who tagged you know when you’ve done it!

Okay, let's see now.

Fun to be with.
IF I'm confortable with you, I won't be a shy person. And I will tried to make you smile...Most of my friend will say that I'm the clown of the bunch!

Secretive.
Depens on what stuff, if you try to push me to know something, I will not say it!!

Quiet unless excited or tensed.
I use to be a hyper kid, but now I'm more quiet. But I still have so moment when I could climb up the curtain.

Takes pride in oneself.
I have a pretty good selfesteem. And I think that everyone should be proud of what they accomplish, as little as it is.

Honest.
I think it is the easiest way to get through life, and might save you some problem. If I have something to tell you, I would in your face!

Concerned about people’s feelings.
Sometime, I think I think to much about how other peoples feel, and don't think about me enough...

Friendly.
Isn't this blog said that you have to smile through life? And I do tried to be as friendly as I can.

Approachable.
I tried to be as open as possible, and since I work in school, I have to be sure that my students are secure with asking me questions.

Witty and sparkly.

Not revengeful.
People who hurt you are so not worth the waste of energy!

Forgiving but never forgets.
If you hurt me, and you ask for forgiveness, I probably will, but I will not forget it, and probably never trust you as much.

Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Why do people do a thousand things, when one will do the job as well? I always hate it when I correct somebody copy and they have 10 lines when one would be enough.

Guides others physically and mentally.
In university, I felt a lot like I was the mother figure to my friends, saying them to eat their 3 meals, and stuff like that. And I was always a good listener.

Sensitive and forms impressions carefully.

Caring and loving.

Treats others equally.
Everyone are created equal and I always thought that you have to treat people as you like to be treated.

Strong sense of sympathy.

Wary and sharp.

Judges people through observations.
The way you act show a lot about you, and action are sometime more revealing than words.

Hardworking.
When I do something, I always put every effort into it.

Loves to be alone.
As much that I don't see myself working confine into a cubicule, I'm someone that need a lot of me-time. Reading, writting...

Always broods about the past and the old friends.
Some days I wonder why we were so in a rush to be adult, it's suck! Bill, way more responsabilities, we have to show the example... And I miss the time when I had friends of my age around me (Did I get the definition of brood right with this explanation?)

Homely person.
Since I like to cook and receive, most of the people I know, and like, are always welcome to my place!

Waits for friends.

Never looks for friends.
This might explain why all my friends my age are at lest 90 minutes drive from me!

Not aggressive unless provoked.
Even if I joke a lot about it on the blog world, I'm not an agrgesive person by nature. But if you are pushing every buttons, I will get my claws out!

Loves to be loved.
Who doesn't love feeling that you are loved?

Birth Month Traits:

JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people’s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.

FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.

APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.

MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.

SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people’s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.

OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.

DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.

Thursday Thirteen # 54

2008-01-17T17:18:00.000-08:00

Thirteen Things about Jill

Since I just thought it was Thursday, and I don't have much time, here is 13 english/french translation

1. Tired/Fatigué
2. Bed/Lit
3. Night/Nuit
4. Moon/Lune
5. Star/Étoile
6. Skinny dipping/Bain de minuit
7.Drive-in/Ciné-parc
8. Moonlight/ Clair de lune
9. Midnight/Minuit
10.Full moon/Pleine lune
11. Bar/Bar
12. Bond fire/Feu de camp
13. Nothern light/ Aurore Boréal

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Healty Living tip By Christie

2008-01-16T17:22:00.000-08:00

#16
Watching TV? Try some streching or stepping as you catch your favorite show.
Who are we kiding? I'm the lazyest person while watching tv!

No 16
Vous regardez la télévision? Faites des étirements ou du jogging sur place tout en suivant vos émissions préférées.
Qui est-ce que je crois duper? Je suis vraiment paraseuse quand je regarde la télévision!

Tips: 11,16,53, 60, 95

I'm it!

2008-01-15T14:04:00.000-08:00

So Lisa tag me with this one!! It is good to see that she is still alive on the blogger sphere!! If you don't know Lisa, she is a writter that keeps you asking for more! And even if she is busy, she will find the time to respond to the comment you left on her blog!!

The rules:
Link to the person who tagged you;
Leave a comment on their blog so that their readers can visit yours
Post the rules on your blog
Share 7 random and/or weird facts about yourself on your blog
Tag 7 random people at the end of your post;
Include links to their blogs; Or they'll kill me
Let each person know that they have been tagged by leaving a comment on their blog.

Seven things about me:
1. I hate going to Chapters! Not because the place isn't great, it has too much good books, I dusually don't get a bill under 100$
2. When eating popcorn at home, I will eat the crunchy part with some of the shell part before, and eat all the white part after.
3. I tend to have a weakness for short and brown hair guys(even curly brown hair ones!!)
4. I'm clumsy(see post below!)
5. I think I'm starting to be addicted to Dr. Pepper!
7. I watch too much tv!! When I'm home, the tv is almost always on, and me in front of it!!
(I've forgetting a good one, but it is a pure blank in my head!!)

1. Lakota Princess from Lakota Princess Diary
2. REH From Mad man ramble
3.DRB From dating really blows
4. Iron Pugilist From Road to madness
5. Batbitch from
6. Haley From Cheaty Monkey
7. Julia From Mind over matter

I'm feeling like a dumb blonde today!!

2008-01-14T14:09:00.000-08:00

So today was a very slow day at work, I had two class two teach, but I had to stay the whole day! The elementary was not there, so there was not much teachers there, so I had just one of the other 3 classes left with something to do. So I went to see if the like 4 teachers there needed some help. They say no, and that is when I went working in the computer room, and thought that I forgot to say to the secretary where I was(If she found something for me to do). I went down stair and was too lazy to go really in her office, so I decide to put my head through the little window that she have connecting her in the main hall. Well, guess what, that window is damn clean!! I hit my forehead really hard on that window, because it was actually close!! I almost gave an heart attack to the poor woman too!!
'til next time(or next blond moment for me!!)

Iris...Because I felt broken

2008-01-13T15:03:00.000-08:00

I love this song... I adore the voice of the Goo Goo Dolls singer. And this song, I can so relate to...(I did adore City of Angel too)

This past week, I've been feeling like there is something missing, like a part of me was broken . And sometime, I just feel like nobody that I really want to is seeing me, that I'm just another damn face in the crowd!!
I don't know if it is the fact of being single, or even the fact that there is not even a possibility of an interesting fling. As independant as I am, I'M missing having somebody that I like, that I'm attracted to...
Is it because of the fact that my job at this moment doesn't satisfy me? I have some doubt, some days, that education is not the thing I want to do the rest of my life!
Ah fuck, god's sake, just enjoy the music, I'm annoying myself with that wining!!