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Sunday, January 13, 2008

Iris...Because I felt broken

I love this song... I adore the voice of the Goo Goo Dolls singer. And this song, I can so relate to...(I did adore City of Angel too)

This past week, I've been feeling like there is something missing, like a part of me was broken . And sometime, I just feel like nobody that I really want to is seeing me, that I'm just another damn face in the crowd!!
I don't know if it is the fact of being single, or even the fact that there is not even a possibility of an interesting fling. As independant as I am, I'M missing having somebody that I like, that I'm attracted to...
Is it because of the fact that my job at this moment doesn't satisfy me? I have some doubt, some days, that education is not the thing I want to do the rest of my life!
Ah fuck, god's sake, just enjoy the music, I'm annoying myself with that wining!!



Blogger Lakota Princess said...

For fucks sake! Is ANYONE getting laid around here?
Does blogging equal ain't getting none right now?
My excuse is that I'm a barbie and can't have real sex, only pretend sex. And toy vibrator sex - those are allowed since they're toys you know.

4:03 PM  
Blogger Jill said...

Some should got some sometime, since they have kids...
I have to make a special mold so that you can be a barbie that can have sex!

4:05 PM  
Blogger Lakota Princess said...

LOL! Thanks Jilly-girl. Though at 12 inches tall I don't know that I could handle a live dick if I caught one! Boggles the mind, it does.

4:28 PM  
Blogger Jill said...

Do you think I will forget to do a mold for a Kent as you like?? Come on, I'm not that vicious!!

4:30 PM  
Blogger Susan Helene Gottfried said...

Okay, I walked into one HELL of a conversation... Wow.

Seriously, we all go through phases like this, babe. Don't stress too much about it; things will come around and you'll look back and realize you've learned stuff.

4:44 PM  
Blogger Jill said...

I know Susan, but I just hate feeling like that!! I've been called Miss optimistic, and I like to see the world on the bright side!!
And yes, that is just the type of conversation I have with Lakota... But I think it is just our ways to be childish!!

5:09 PM  
Blogger Iron Pugilist said...

Oh Jill, you've chosen one of my all-time favorite songs. I even tried to play this song with an acoustic guitar in an attempt to serenade a girl in the past.

We all have someone we miss, Jill. Most of the time, it's someone we haven't even met yet. Singularity can be a good thing. Think of it as a period when you can improve yourself so that when "the one" finally finds his way to you, you'll be ready.

4:25 AM  
Blogger Jill said...

I like just what you just said IP!! Missing someone you haven't meet yet!!
I starting to think that those Aussie girls are blind!

2:18 PM  
Blogger Iron Pugilist said...

Not blind, only distracted. I gotta create more commotion. So must you.

2:44 PM  
Blogger Jill said...

I ope it is not one like this afternoon!!

4:07 PM  

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