A sad Valentine's day for me

It usually doesn't border me being alone on Valentine's Day. It never did, since I rather be single than being in an unhappy relationship.
But today, I'm feeling really lonely.
A good friend of mine was suppose to come down for the weekend. Yes, there is a possibility of more with him. I was all excited, since, I would finally meet him, and I would have him with me on Valentine's day. On last Wednesday, he told me he was stuck at work, that his boss didn't really give him a choice of working for that certain part of the job.
So first of all, I didn't get him with me.
Then, I ask a guy that I have been seeing to come over on Saturday night, then again on Sunday, and he stood me up the two times.
Another friend of mine was supposed to come over to hang out. That friend felt asleep and stay over his place to watch the Olympic with his roomie.
My roomie wasn't at the appartment.
So I did pass all my Valentine's DAy alone. didn't see a living soul. All I wanted was either company or some cuddling and hugs.
I was watching a show, it wasn't that sad, and I did cry. That isn't really me...
Well, i have school tomorrow, I hope I feel better

Yum, somr Dr. Pepper

To start I couldn't post today without wishing all of you an happy Valentine's day!
I'm feeling drunk!!Heve I drank today? No, I haven't drank alcohol since like 2 Sundays ago! Why am I feeling like this, then, you might ask! 3 doubles chocolate muffins! (And not these are not special muffins! I've made them myself, exept being dryer than usual, there are just plain, yummy muffins!) And I had 3 chocolates before these muffins! And why do this happen? I'm might be allergic to chocolate(or I've been told so when I was 10!)
Do I fucking care? No! I adore chocoalte, and this is one cheap buzz, and I have no headache the day after!!
But what suck in all this? Well, except the fact that I'm single on Valentine's day? I feel like going out! Going to the club, drinking, kissing some stranger...And eating some wings!!
But would I go? No! First the road are not the best today(freezing rain during the night yesterday!). Then I don't have single friends that are around my age still living at my place! And thirdly, i won't go alone, because I feel like I would look like a looser! And it is not fun being alone at a bar...I go to club to dance, and I don't see myself going dancing with random group of people(and since there is not a lot of you guys dancing, I probably won't be able to dance with some random cute men!)
And I'm still puttin more caffeine in my body, enjoying a well deserve bottle of Dr.Pepper!! I need to buy a case tomorrow...I'm really addicted to it!!

Happy Valentine's DAy Everyone!! For some in relationship, hope the next year will bring you hapiness, and that your lover is what you need in life!! For those who are single, like me, just be proud that you are not in a crappy relationship, and that we still have family and friends that like us!! And hope we will find love through the next year!!



Joyeuse Saint-Valentin à tous!! Pour ceux qui sont en couple, j'espère que la prochaine année vous apportera plein de bonheur, et que votre amoureux est tout dont vous avez besoin dans votre vie!! Pour ceux qui sont célibataire, comme moi, soyez juste fier de ne pas être dans une mauvaise relation, et que nous avons encore notre famille et nos amis qui nous aiment!! Et de trouver l'amour au cours de l'année prochaine!!