My life sucks bad right now!

I wish I didn't like my course right now! BEcause I don't have a penny left to myself...I don't have full student loan, since I thought I would get unemployement, which I didn't have because they are asshole that won't give it to me since I already have a bachelor!

But I fucking like it the course. I even have a friend of mine telling that he didn't have a backpain from all week after I've massage him. I like the fact that I can help people feel better!

But all the stress from my money problem and from the exams are overwelming. I've cry a couple of time the last few weeks. This is hard for me. I'Ve never had a lot of money, but I was always able to pay my debt and have a bit of extra money.

Sometime, I just wish things wouldn't have to be so complicated in my life. Why, when I want to do something, there always have to be at least one thing making it hard for me!

Anyway, I guess I would just have to wipe my tears for now, go eat and study!

I have to try to be strong once again, even if inside, I'm broken....

3 more to go...then :)!

I have three more exams to go! 3 more! I've done 5 the last 2 weeks, and still gonna have to study for three more days! And then, on Friday, you can bet you are gonna have a drunken me on your arms.
You know you have a lot to study, when, on a Friday night(last friday) you are studying. Yes, you read it right, I was studying last Friday! I have no life right now! I was this close last Friday to start drinking and studying!
3 Days! 3 Days! And I won't have to think or study for a week!
I'm wondering when do I start drinking on Friday! Would I be able to wait until supper time?
My exams are going well, except the one I had today! There was half of the question I wasn't sure at all! I hate the teacher! And a quarter of the question were on the group of muscles I just couldn't put in my head!

College...

I'm almost done my first semester! It has been a crazy two months! A lot of studying, a lot of information and some interesting, but other are boring classes! Well, since I'm writing to you while in class, you have guess it, at this moment it's a boring class!
I have actually two weeks with no evaluation! But I don'T want to do the two examns'weeks! That is gonna be hectic! I might go crazy during those two weeks! But trust me! I'm gonna get drunk on that last Friday!
Just to let you know, I'm still alive, but super busy! I have only write a couple of entries for the Monday Poetry Train, even if I have many in bank, just didn't have time to put them in both language!
I'm missing all of you guys, but I just want to do well on this, so many studying hours...

I'm still here!

yes, I'm still alive. Been superbusy, a lot happening into my life.
I'Ve start college. A hectic week of studing, since we had an exam today(which end up to be actually a super easy one, I hope I got it almost all right). It's kind of hard going back to school after 4 years. It was a very stressfull week for me. I hope it would go better next week. But no more studying this weekend. My brain needs a break. A big one! Gonna get a little bit of sun in, I hope.
I'm moved into the appartment. I've been for about 2 weeks and half now. I'm alone at the moment, which is nice. I can live in my usual chaos with no one to worry about. But I would get a roomate in september. Her stuff is already here.
I'm trying to date, I've flirt with guys, but I don't seem to have any luck actually getting to meet them. So I'm still single.